Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Sweet, sweet ignorance

Well, another friend of mine is pregnant. She has been ttc for a while, so it wasn't as frustrating as when it happens like magic for those Fertile Myrtles (I'm looking at you P!), but it was a bit of a blow. Is it wrong to be envious because she didn't go through any serious IF treatments? She took some Clomid, she had a couple acupuncture sessions...that was it. When I told her about my most recent IUI she said, "Is that the turkey baster thing?"

Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to be insulting. I'm just jealous of her ignorance. And her 16 week old pregnancy. (Not in that order)

I knew she was pg because we are going to see each other this weekend (after not having seen each other in about 6 months) and although we don't chat on the phone much (this has no bearing on our closeness, I swear!) she left me a message on Sunday saying she's looking forward to hanging out, but that I should call her back.

So I knew. Part of me wanted to not call her, but I did. I am happy for her, I swear, but do kind of wish I didn't have to hang out with TWO pregnant beotches this weekend. Along with another couple that just has their children at will. Awesome.

If only I could drink. Damn you 2ww!!!!!!!!!

1 comment:

stickybun07 said...

Thanks for your comment on my blog-- I'm glad I'm not the only one who has rollerbladed w/ the dog. :-)

and, I so hear you about your pregnant friend. No matter what, it can be tough to hear, b/c it just reminds you that you're not. and, I totally get being at once really happy for them, but also really wishing it was you.

good luck this weekend w/ the 2 pregnant friends. And I hope this 2ww ends w/ 2 lines. :-)